Wednesday, February 06, 2008

family portrait.


we just took a family photo recently... ahhhhh look at me! my hair! i mourn the loss of my hair =( but lolz there's another reason for the photo apart from my narcissistic woes. i seldom write tributes or acknowledgements on my blog... haven't crystallized my reasons but there are instinctive barriers. but these are the ppl who's made these few weeks possible. my sis, who always messages me to find out how i'm doing and going to army market to help me get stuff... and my bro, who empathizes so much and goes out of his way to send and fetch me. even aunty anula, with her occasional message and washing all the dirty clothes. 3 bags full last weekend~ and of course my parents... thank god for my family.


"expect the worst, hope for the best". a phrase that keeps surfacing in my mind as the days in army pass. then i keep reminding myself that hope is a function of expectation. directly proportional in fact. so the statement is kindof an oxymoron. another example of how one-dimensional most aphorisms are. lolz ok such a sombre random thought.

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